27 January 2008

Joyful discipleship

Sermon preached at St Alphege Church, Solihull at the 11am Eucharist
27/01/08 – Third Sunday after Epiphany - Year A

Readings: Isaiah 9:1-4 1 Corinthians 1:1-9 Matthew 4:12-23


The DJ Chris Evans has a regular “Drive Time” programme in the early evening on Radio 2. On a recent programme he asked listeners to telephone in with stories along the lines of “I went out to buy a …., but I came back with a …..” One gentleman telephoned in with a story. It went something like this: “I went out one day to sign up to join the Navy, but when I got there the Navy man was on his lunch break, so I joined the RAF instead.” I like this story. It is somehow refreshing to think that something as incidental as a lunch break could make such a big difference to someone’s life.
In our gospel reading today we heard Matthew’s account of Jesus calling the first disciples. In Matthew’s account (and Mark’s account is very similar) it looks as though a rather incidental meeting with a stranger makes a huge difference to the disciples lives. It seems that Jesus walks up to the disciples, calls them and they immediately drop everything and follow him. It is almost as though Simon Peter could telephone up Chris Evans and say, “I went out to catch a few fish, but I ended up an Apostle; a fisher of people.”
What makes Matthew’s account so surprising is that it seems that short and coincidental meeting with Jesus that makes the first four disciples drop everything and follow Jesus. However if we start to read the accounts of this event in the other gospels we do start to realise that the account in Matthew is a very bare bones account.
Our gospel reading last week was John’s account of the calling of Andrew and Simon (John 1:35-42). It suggests that Andrew was a disciple of John the Baptist and John the Baptist encouraged him to follow Jesus who he called “the Lamb of God”. The account in Luke’s gospel (Luke 4:38-5:11) suggests that Jesus has actually done a great deal with Simon and Andrew before he asks them to follow him. In Luke’s gospel Jesus has spent time at Simon’s house, has healed his mother-in-law, has borrowed his boat to preach from and has delivered to the first four disciples a miraculous catch of fish, so huge that it filled two boats to sinking point. Only after all this and after Simon has expressed great fear of Jesus’ mighty powers, does Jesus ask them to follow him.
Personally I find that Luke’s rather fuller account makes the story much more believable. Jesus did not appear from nowhere, call out to some fishermen and have them go away with him. Rather Jesus spent some time with Simon and Andrew, built a relationship with them, did some wonderful things for them, showing them the power of his love and only then called them to be disciples.
And discipleship that arises from a relationship with Jesus, from an experience of his love for us, also gives us a much better pattern for our own discipleship. There are, sadly, many people who experience their Christianity as though some powerful and scary headmaster type has appeared to them and said “follow me” and they have not had the courage to do anything different than to follow. And when Christianity is like this, there is the danger that it can be fearful rather than joyful, experienced as a burden rather than a blessing and there can even be a certain envy of people who have not had that call; people who can devote Sunday morning to leisure activities and who seem accountable to no one.
But this is not the way that discipleship is meant to be. Christianity is a blessing, not a burden. It is not based on fear but rather it casts out fear (1John 4:18). It is the pearl of great value, the treasure hidden in the field (Matt 14:44-46). It is the great wedding banquet (Matt22:2ff). We should not feel envy for people who do not have this gift, rather we should feel compassion, and the desire to share the gift with them.
And what is it that makes the difference? What is it that makes Christianity a blessing rather than a burden, a treasure rather than a liability? I believe it is the love of God, the love of Jesus, the experience of being loved, of being forgiven. If we truly feel ourselves to be loved by God, then it is the most natural thing in the world to want to respond to that love, to want to be a disciple. If we feel we should be a disciple, but don’t particularly feel loved by God then we are going to find being a disciple very hard work!
So they key to it is experiencing ourselves as loved by God. This is what makes discipleship desirable, a blessing. It was the love that Jesus had for Andrew and Simon, the miracles he worked for them, that made them want to follow him. But what if we don’t feel loved by God? What if we do feel loved by God, but only a little? What if we do feel loved by God, but we know that we could feel much, much more loved by God? What can we do about it? How can we come to experience and believe in God’s love for us.
Well first of all, it is a very good thing to desire a great gift like this (c.f. 1 Cor 12:31, 14:1) and if we desire it, and pray to God for it then surely it will please God to give it to us.
Secondly we need to re-educate ourselves, reminding ourselves of the great love that God has already shown us. God shows his love for us in his creation of us. And God has not created us in random isolation. Rather he created us in a specific context with people around us who have raised us as children and who helped us to grow. He has created us with a specific path to walk in life and a specific purpose to fulfil. He has created us for a great destiny as children of God (1John3:1), to join in the glorious life of love that the Jesus shares with the Father (1John1:3). Then, beyond our creation, Jesus, in his great love for us, has redeemed us through his passion and death. He has overcome sin and death and reconciled us to the Father. “In this is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his son to be the atoning sacrifice for our sins” (1John 4:10). And so we can be forgiven. When we turn to Christ, there is no past sin or human frailty or bad experience that can separate us from his love (c.f. Romans 8: 38-39).
A third thing we can do is train ourselves to see God’s love for us in the things that happen to us. Sometimes this is very easy; when people give us presents or do us some good turn. Sometimes it is much harder, when things seem to go wrong for us or we feel hurt by other people. We have to train ourselves to discover the love of God even in these difficult things. Everything is either willed or allowed by God, in his great love for us. They are all part of his plan for us, part of the road down which he calls us as we journey towards heaven. Now this can be hard, and it requires training. We can make a start by learning to thank God, even for the difficult things. We need to grow in love for even the suffering Christ, who loves us in his passion and death. Slowly we can learn that, “in all things God works for the good of those who love him” (Rom 8:28).
Another thing we can do is to grow in our own love for God by obeying his commandments, especially his commandment to love God and to love our neighbour. Jesus says, “Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him." (John 14:21). Jesus reveals himself as love to those who love him.
So here are some practical things we can do to help us to understand and to feel the great love that God has for us. We can pray for it. We can thank God for our creation, our great destiny and our salvation. We can learn to thank God for all the things in life that happen to us. We can learn to love God and our neighbour, so that Jesus reveals himself to us and we can know his love. And if we do these things we will become more and more aware of the great love that God has for us, and we will find it more and more natural to respond with a discipleship that is real and full of joy.

20 January 2008

Confession for a Unity Service

Prayer of confession used at the Unity Service for Churches Together in Central Solihull on 20th January 2008, 6.30pm at Solihull Methodist Church.



Most Holy Trinity, you show us the perfect example of unity and diversity, yet we know that the church is divided and there are many failings in our unity and communion.

We confess that we fail to live by your commandments. Help us to follow the commandments of Jesus, so that we can live in him and he in us (c.f. 1 John 3:24).
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy

We confess that our hearts are often too small to love people very different from us. Help us to grow in love, so that we can love everyone, as Jesus does.
Christ have mercy
Christ have mercy

We confess that we are far from united. Help us to be one, as Jesus and the father are one. May we be so completely one, that the world will believe that Jesus was sent by the Father. (c.f. John 17:20-23)
Lord have mercy
Lord have mercy

May Almighty God, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, forgive us our sins and draw us towards the unity that He desires for His church.

The Lamb of God

Preached at St Alphege Church on Sunday 20th January 2008 at 8am Eucharist
Second Sunday after Epiphany, Year A

Readings: Isaiah 49:1-7 1 Corinthians 1:1-9 John 1: 29-42

In today’s Gospel we hear John the Baptist’s testimony about Jesus. He says, “Here is the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!” John the Baptist explains that Jesus is the one for whom he has been preparing the way. He testifies that, “I saw the spirit descending from heaven, like a dove, and it remained on him. I myself did not know him, but the one who sent me to baptise with water said to me, ‘He on whom you see the Spirit descend and remain is the one who baptises with the Holy Spirit.’ And I myself have seen and have testified that this is the Son of God. The next day he sees Jesus again and says again, “Look, here is the Lamb of God.”
So John is as clear as he can be that Jesus is the Son of God, the one on whom the Holy Spirit rests, the one for whom John has been preparing the people. He also twice calls Jesus “Lamb of God”.
The “Lamb of God”. It is a rather strange title, but one that we use a lot. In this service we have already used the phrase once in the Gloria. We will repeat it three times when we say the Agnus Dei after the breaking of the bread, and I shall repeat it again at the invitation to communion. (Agnus Dei is of course Latin for Lamb of God).
When John the Baptist says, “Here is the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!” it is likely that he is thinking of the sin offerings stipulated in the Law of Moses. It is fascinating to read in the book of Leviticus (chapters 4 and 5) the procedures for sin offerings. If a member of the community sinned then that person had to bring a lamb to the priest. It had to be a good lamb, without blemish and valuable. The lamb would be slaughtered and the priest would take some of the blood on his finger and mark it on special parts of the altar. The rest of the blood would be poured out at the foot of the altar. The priest would cut off the fat from the lamb and burn it on the altar. Through this ceremony the person was forgiven their sins and their relationship with God and the community was restored.
Animal sacrifices now seem a very antiquated idea both for Jews and for Christians, but the idea of sacrifice is still very relevant. Christianity is founded on the sacrifice that Christ made for us on the cross. When we celebrate the Eucharist we make a memorial of that sacrifice, which helps us to receive its benefits, even today. St Augustine defined a sacrifice as “any action which is designed to unite us to God.” “Any action which is designed to unite us with God.” I find this an astonishing definition and I spend a lot of time pondering it.
“Any action which is designed to unite us with God.” This means that, according to St Augustine, our coming to church can be a sacrifice. Saying our prayers can be a sacrifice. Reading the bible can be a sacrifice. Anything we do with the intention of drawing closer to God is a sacrifice. And this can include so many things. In fact, in any present moment of our lives, if we seek to do well what God wants from us in that moment then we can draw closer to God in that moment; we can live that moment as a sacrifice. It might be sweeping the floor. It might be typing on the computer. It might be listening to someone. It might be helping someone. It might be resting or playing or catching up with the family. All these things, if they are done in accordance with what God wants, and done for love of God, all these things can draw us closer to God, all these things can be a sacrifice.
And there is a sense in which they are a sacrifice, because there is always cost involved. In the Old Testament sacrifices it was the cost of the lamb. In fact the regulations in Leviticus had a special provision for people who could not afford a lamb. They were to offer two doves or young pigeons instead. But even today our drawing closer to God has a cost. Coming to church costs us part of our Sunday morning. Saying our prayers costs us time and energy and requires discipline. The same is true of reading the bible. Following what God wants from us in each present moment also has a cost. We have to focus on doing that thing properly and well, for love of God, be it sweeping the floor, typing on the computer or listening to someone or helping someone. Certainly there can be a big cost involved in loving our neighbour, especially when it is someone we do not instinctively like. We have to be attentive to our neighbours needs, being prepared to put aside our own agenda.
So, as we reflect on Jesus, the Lamb of God, let us give thanks for his sacrifice on the cross, that drew humanity closer to God. Let us give thanks for the Eucharist which draws us closer to God each time we share in it. Let’s try to draw closer to God in each present moment of our lives, by seeking to do well what God wants from us in that moment. And let’s not be surprised if there is a cost or an effort involved. We can think of that as our own very small contribution to lay alongside the big sacrifice made by the Lamb of God.

06 January 2008

The meaning of "Epiphany"

Preached at St Alphege Solihull at the 9.15am Parish Eucharist
Sunday 6th January 2008 – Year A
Readings: Isaiah 60:1-6 Ephesians 3:1-12 Matthew 2:1-12

One of the Christmas presents received in our family this year was the Simpson’s movie on DVD. A few days after Christmas we sat down as a family and watched it together. Now I am great fan of the Simpson cartoons and I enjoyed the film. But I was particularly interested because in the middle of the film there is a discussion about the word “Epiphany”. By this point in the film Homer has reached rock bottom; he almost dies a lonely death in the snow and ice of a remote corner of Alaska. Then, inexplicably, he is saved by an old wise native American, mother figure. She tells him that she is going to make him have “an Epiphany”. “An Epiphany!” Homer asks, “What’s that?” “Sudden realisation of great truth,” she tells him. Well Homer is rather pig headed, and his Epiphany is some time in coming. But, eventually he realises that he has to stop thinking about himself and start helping his family and his home town. It is the turning point of the film; from that moment things slowly start to get better again, until, by the end of the film, as always happens in Simpson’s cartoons, everything has been restored to its proper state.
So, according to the Simpson’s movie, Epiphany means a “Suddenly realisation of great truth.” Apparently James Joyce also uses the word Epiphany in this way in his short stories about Dubliners. And I wonder about it. Is this really what Epiphany is all about?
We normally say that word Epiphany comes from the Greek word epiphania, which means "manifestation," or “appearance”. In the Church we associate the Epiphany with the key moments when Jesus was shown to the world. Today, on the feast of the Epiphany itself, we think of the moment when the baby Jesus was shown to the wise men from the East. After the service you might like to take a moment to look at our crib scene in St Thomas’s chapel. If you do, you will see that the shepherds have now left and the wise men have arrived and are offering their gifts to the Holy Family. And certainly this is a moment of “showing” a moment of “manifestation”. The wise men encounter Jesus. They respond by paying homage and by offering gifts. But is this, I wonder, a “Sudden realisation of great truth”?
If Epiphany is the “sudden realisation of great truth”, what is the great truth that is being realised here. Did the wise men recognise Jesus as the son of God, as the Messiah? Well we don’t know quite what they understood, we are not told. But they clearly understood that Jesus was important, worthy of homage, and worthy of the most valuable gifts. And perhaps the gifts tell us something of what they understood. Gold is a gift for a king. Frankincense is a gift for a priest, because it’s used in incense. Myrrh is a gift for one who dies. It is the bitter resin used in embalming and in incense for funerals. So the gifts suggest that the wise men had indeed understood some profound truths about Jesus.
But in the end, it does seem to me, that Epiphany is more about the “manifestation” or “appearance” of the baby Jesus on earth. It is about being shown Jesus and it is about showing Jesus to others. The encounter with Jesus does bring about many great things. It might bring about the sudden realisation of great truth, but in the gospel stories meeting Jesus more commonly brings about healing or joy, reconciliation or forgiveness, new life or new understanding.
So in Epiphany tide it is good for us to ponder “How is Jesus shown to us” and “How do we show Jesus to others.” And in this parish, this very much what our Going for Growth programme is about. Through Going for Growth we hope to grow in our own personal encounter with Jesus, and also to help others to encounter Jesus, so that the church can grow. The next big step in our Going for Growth programme is called Fan the Flame. In a few weeks time we will be inviting you all to take part in Fan the Flame, which will happen on five successive Thursdays, starting on 10th April. Each of the five Fan the Flame events focuses on a different aspect of our Faith, with some teaching and reflection. There will also be lots of music in a “Songs of Praise” format.
As we prepare for the Fan the Flame event we would like to invite every member of the congregations to attend a House Eucharist during Lent 2008. The House Eucharists will give us the opportunity to share in the Eucharist together in a more homely and informal environment. The priest will lead a short reflection during the Eucharist. Afterwards, depending on host, we might have tea and coffee and a discussion about favourite hymns, and this will help us to prepare for the Songs of Praise aspect of Fan the Flame.
Lent comes very early this year. Ash Wednesday is exactly a month away, so now is the right time to start thinking about these House Eucharists during Lent. As you leave church today you will be given a leaflet all about the House Eucharists, so please do take those away and read them and think about how you might like to be involved. In particular you might like to think about hosting one of the House Eucharists. It is a wonderful thing to have the Eucharist celebrated in your home. It is a wonderful opportunity to welcome Jesus into your home; in the scripture readings, in the sacrament, in the people who come (Matt 25: 40) and in the midst of the people gathered in his name (Matt 18:20).
So during this Epiphany tide let’s think about how we encounter Jesus and how we show Jesus to others. And let’s start to think in particular about how we can do this through the House Eucharists and through Fan the Flame. Amen

01 January 2008

The journey of faith

Magazine article for Solihull Parish News
January 2008 Edition, written for the "Faith Matters" section.

It is often helpful to think of our Christian life as a journey. It is a journey that starts on earth and takes us to heaven. For this reason we might call it a Journey of Faith or a Holy Journey.
Our journey towards heaven, towards God, is a journey that we make step by step in each present moment of our lives. Each present moment of our lives is an opportunity to draw closer to God, by seeking to do well what God asks from us in that moment. Perhaps in this present moment God asks us to drop a child of at school? If so then let’s drive well to school as an act of love for God and for the child. Perhaps in this moment God asks us to pray? If so then let’s find a quiet place and pray well, so that our relationship with God can be strengthened.
Each present moment that we live well is a small step on our journey towards God. As we practice we get better at living each present moment well, and over time the effect of all these small steps really adds up. Did you know that walking 10 miles a day for seven years is equivalent to walking round the full circumference of the earth?
It is helpful to think of our lives in this way because we start to see everything that happens to us, the good things and the bad, the happy and the sad, as part of our journey towards God. And this gives meaning to everything; everything starts to have value. Even our sufferings become an opportunity to grow in love for Christ who suffered and died for us on the cross.
Despite this we all know that it can be very hard to make a good journey of faith. Often hours or even days might go by without us even thinking about God. It is all too easy to lose lots of time pursuing our own agenda and not being properly attentive to what God wants from us.
The bible is a key resource for our journey. The bible tells us about Jesus, who is the “way” for our journey (John 14:6) and the example we should follow (John 13:15, 1 Cor 11.1, 1 Peter 2:21). He also our teacher (Matt 23:10) and our friend for the journey who is always with us (Matt 28:20).
Our worship in church also helps us on our journey. When we receive Holy Communion we receive Jesus, present in the bread and wine, inside us. Through Holy Communion Jesus shares his life with us, nourishing us, strengthening us and renewing our orientation for our journey.
As we travel on our journey of faith we go through many different phases. There are periods of excitement and discovery, periods where we have to work on our discipline and consistency, periods of great grace when God seems very present, and periods of desolation where God seems absent and we have to really search for him.
It is very helpful to talk about our faith journey we others. This is one of the huge advantages of house groups or courses like Just Explore or 3D. Simple discussion about what is easy or hard in our faith can really clarify things for us. Also, as we journey on, we become more aware of how our own journey of faith is related to the journeys of the people around us. Helping others and being helped by others becomes an important part of the journey.

Footnote about St Alphege Bookstall and New City books
I am delighted that the St Alphege bookstall has a new arrangement with New City publishers that allows it to stock a wider range of books. Most of the New City books that have been selected for the St Alphege bookstall are books designed to help people on their journey of faith.
Some of these books are collections of meditations or short reflections on different spiritual topics. These are intended to be used for five or ten minutes for quiet reflection each day, ideally in the morning. We read the meditation slowly perhaps two or three times and then we pause to reflect on it for a few minutes, so that it can start to enter into us, body, mind and spirit.
There are also books about particular saints. These too can be read in short chunks and reflected upon. New City books usually present saints to us in ways that help us to see their relevance for our lives today.
When we first start to read about the saints or look at books of meditations it can feel like we are entering a different world. The attitudes and assumptions of the writers and the way that they use language can feel very foreign to us. It is like we are rich Western tourists with cameras looking round a market town in rural India; lots of things seem to be happening, but it seems very confused and it is certainly a very different world from our own. And yet the attitude of the saints is the attitude of heaven. It may feel a very different world, but it is a world we most definitely aspire to become part of. Spending time reading about these things and pondering them can help us on our journey into that most holy and wonderful place.
I commend the books to you – Fr Gerard.